Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Why do I do this?

Yesterday, I had a moment of panic. Am I ready for a dog? Do I really want the responsibility? What if she barks too much and I have to get rid of her? What if my allergies freak out and I have to get rid of her? What if I can't train her? What if, what if, what if? I think you get my point.

I called Stacey, Bekah and my parents. They all really helped in calming me down, but here is my point. (Okay, this isn't my point here, but why call them instead of praying first...I did pray too, but not first...okay, now on to my real point.) Why do I freak out when I get an answer to prayer? I have wanted a dog for a long time. I get tired of going home to an empty house. I have always loved it when we had dogs growing up. I knew that with my housing/work situation it just wasn't possible. But I kept praying about it.

Well, lo and behold...God answered yes and very unexpectedly too. I went through this when I was offered the job here too. I was excited and really wanted it and prayed that Pastor Phil would call. Then the call came and it really freaked me out! Once again...all the "what if's."

Bottom line, it's worry and it's sin. God doesn't answer prayers and then leave us hanging. Stacey gave the application after our lesson last Wednesday night. She gave everyone a piece of paper and they had to find verses to battle against a particular temptation. Well, for my devos this morning, I did the assignment and had to write down worry as my temptation. I have never thought of myself as a person that struggled with this, but if I'm honest with myself I really do.

I'm thankful for God's Word. Not only does it help expose areas of our lives, but it also gives solutions. So maybe you need to take the challenge. What temptation are you battling? Write it down and find some scripture to help.


Kuehlman Family said...

Ok, Erin, I got on and read all about Stella. She's so cute!

Dave Ramsey would call this 'buyer's remorse.' This will be great for you though!

I've been wanting a dog for a long time, but haven't been able to get one yet. I think maybe next year. I'm planning on going to the pound too. They have to best dogs. . . you know right off if and what is wrong. You don't get any health shocks. I was able to get a box turtle. Her name is Gertie. She's gone into hibernation now. She's definately not as fun as a dog would be!


Stacey said...

Erin, remind me to give you some candy for doing your homework! A++ good job! :)

Steve n Vickie said...

Great post. I'm sure you'll do just fine.